In all honesty, I feel like I am losing you.  

For a while now I have felt this way.  

We were once amazing friends, but something has changed.  I know it will seem selfish when I say this, but I am only being honest:  I am not the one who has changed.  I have assessed the situation, and I have not changed in the slightest.  

You are the only friend I have that causes me to worry before I see them.  I think to myself, before any kind of communication with you, “Are they going to be in a good mood today?”  I hate that.  I hate that I have to worry if you are going to be mean to me that day or not.  

Lately though, everything you have said to me has been rude, or hurtful in someway.  Your’e just short, and blunt, and sometimes even straight up frigid.  You openly treat other people better than me.  I don’t know what I did to deserve this.  It hurts though.  

That’s not the only thing though.  You are kind of two-faced.  I swear I am not trying to be rude, or a bitch when I say this.  You are always saying one thing, and then going against it, or saying something different to someone else.  It’s hurt me pretty bad twice now.  I feel betrayed.  

You make no sense sometimes.

Sometimes, I feel like you just don’t know who you are.  

And sometimes, I don’t like being honest.